I Miss You

I Miss You

You've gotten so busy, where have you been? I barely hear from you since you've started that job, your new business, kids sport practice, School, and that Ministry.
Can I ask, where do you have time to fit me in? Will you make the time?  Can you at least pencil me in?
I know you like your spare time, your weekends or your nights ALL to yourself. I've heard you say it all the time, "I've worked hard all week I've got to get my me time."
 Than when you have the time, you say you are lonely, bored, and nothing to do. Or you are still empty, when you are through doing you.
 I thought you said you were a part of me and I am a part of you.
 I guess I am the neglected part. So when you have those feelings, yes, THOSE feelings. Sadness, loneliness, boredom, no passion or purpose etc. You have separated yourself from me, maybe not intentionally, but you have left me.
I know when you give me a lot of quick chats and read my word for a quick moment, you thought that was enough to get us by. Or when you are in trouble and you marathon pray for a day would make up for lost time.
It doesn't. Imagine if you are in a relationship and someone says they love you but they barely ever talked to you. Or they only show interest when they felt like it, which isn't often or ONLY when they needed something. How would YOU feel? Doesn't feel good, right? Feel neglected? Yea, me too.
When you search and find the end of you, you'll find me.

 I miss you.