Loses and Lessons

In the past, when I misplaced things, I would frantically look for them. Over time I developed a different method. I would say within, show me where it is and I would get an image of where it was. It'd be there. 

If I ask and I get nothing, I don't go back to being frantic, I know I must wait. With ease, later it'll appear. If it never returns, I've learned that it's no longer mine or meant for me.  

I started applying this to relationships, too. When I noticed a pattern and a flow of its development, outside of my control. Now, unless it was due to my carelessness, not being focused, or not addressing something I should have...I have lost nothing. 

It and the relationship have served and fulfilled their purpose. I/We have lost nothing. Only gained. Experiences and lessons. If our perspective has been purified and no longer tainted by what we thought we were entitled to. 

Written 10/25/22

Myesha Marie

Examine Your Ways.

Anyone can say they love God but an intimate experience with him, in Christ Jesus, produces a maturity in love. How can we hold an aught against a person in our hearts, and still say we love God? A God whom we can't see physically, as this scripture says. 

Stay high in the heart of mind, in love towards others. 

What if they? 

I am not saying put yourself in danger. 

I am not saying to be a doormat. 

I am not saying to be a fool over and over again for any type of treatment. 

You are only responsible for how you treat and behave towards others. 

Live, do, and be from a place of love; absent of fear. From this place, you can hear wisdom and the leading of Holy Spirit. Stand up in the authority of God. 

1 John 4:15-21 TPT

[15] Those who give thanks that Jesus is the Son of God live in God, and God lives in them. 

[16] We have come into an intimate experience with God’s love, and we trust in the love he has for us. God is love! Those who are living in love are living in God, and God lives through them. 

[17] By living in God, love has been brought to its full expression in us so that we may fearlessly face the day of judgment, because all that Jesus now is, so are we in this world. 

[18] Love never brings fear, for fear is always related to punishment. But love’s perfection drives the fear of punishment far from our hearts. Whoever walks constantly afraid of punishment has not reached love’s perfection. 

[19] Our love for others is our grateful response to the love God first demonstrated to us.  

[20] Anyone can say, “I love God,” yet have hatred toward another believer. This makes him a phony, because if you don’t love a brother or sister, whom you can see, how can you truly love God, whom you can’t see? 

[21] For he has given us this command: whoever loves God must also demonstrate love to others.

Myesha Marie Myesha Langrey

10/25/23

The World Needs You. Finish the Assignment.

Years ago, God started teaching and showing me things that I had not heard anyone talking about or even teaching. Correcting and redirecting my perspective that was developed originally based on what I was taught. About God, scripture, and belief in Jesus.  

I sat quietly. Wrote what I was shown. Notebooks galore. 📒 When I would ask questions, it wasn't always well received. I was side-eyed. Like, who does she think she is? Or, here she goes again (I still get that sometimes 🤣). 🤷🏾‍♀️

Now within the last 3 years, I've been seeing people with all these revelations about theology and unlearning to relearn the truth. The Good News, for real. It is exciting to see. It's exciting to participate and partner in the shift. 

I'm sharing this today because I was recalling a post I made recently. Sharing how many were supposed to be forerunners and produce the first of many things but, didn't. For the kingdom of God. 

People are searching for truth. They want to know God. The Source. A healthy Father.

People want to know who they are. They want to know how to navigate their gifts and spiritual experiences that are not always talked about in the Church. Living in fear of what the "s aints" are going to say. So, they've gone to other sources. To get some answers. 

Sidebar: If you don't readily know something, as a Christian, say that. No one person knows everything, I don't care how educated, charismatic, and articulate they sound. Christian, or not. 

Back to the post lol

Many Christians were not in a position to provide what was needed. You were/are the solution. Still breathing, it's not too late. Step into your assignment. It's not too late to create, produce, and share what God has told you to share. 

There are still people that need the gift that is within you. Stop thinking low. Stop being afraid of the unknown. The Spirit of the Living God is within you. Come up higher. The air is purer, but you've been equipped to handle the altitude you were designed for. ✈️🧳🖊️📚💻🌈💃🏾🩵🙌🏾🎉

Growth through Relationships

Today I AM grateful for being able to think about my relationships this morning. I am always on the side of accountability and learning how to be better. Looking back, I've learned that I have been the reason people needed to leave me and I have been the one needing to leave. Some relationships may have lasted longer than they should have. Some, split before we could learn, grow, and give all we were supposed to give to one another. Sometimes we just did not have the capacity or selflessness to care for each other the way that we should. I am talking about all relationship types. Not just romantic.  

One of the main lessons I have learned along the way is: 

One of the worst things you can do in life is try to convince someone not to leave when their heart and mind are already gone. 

A relationship, a business, an organization, a ministry, etc.

If you have to convince them not to leave, you'll likely spend their duration there, convincing them to stay. 

That is a misery for them and you. It's delusional if you see it any other way. 

What if it is divinely meant to be and pride and or offense is get in the way? 

Continue to live and operate as you would.

Communicate from a place of love and maturity.

Do not allow emotions to lead. Deal with those first and then proceed to communicate. Do not force. That will harden a heart faster than you can blink. Leave them be. Guard your heart, lest you too will become prideful. Let God be God. Seek counsel. Alone, if you must. Remember, in times of struggle, most, including you are only seeing and caring about yourself. All parties have been hurt and or are hurting. 

There are many layers to navigating through relationships. Work on developing of self, the inner work through it all. 

All of these things are easier said than done. Yet, all things are possible. 

The Dream of the Rise of the Rejected

10/4/23 This dream came to mind today and I felt led to finally share it. 

The day is coming that the very people the church rejected because the people rejected God, OR their appearance made people perceive that they did, will flood the ministries/churches. So, the saints better be prepared. People have been searching and they need sons and daughters of God to rise up to the occasion. Otherwise, they will be rejecting the very ones that God has redeemed and filled with his love, Spirit, and power. The ones that will not just go forth in word but in power. 

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Originally dreamed and written 5/17/19 5:55a.m 

Was already dreaming about other things. Hiding in an apartment. Then in a car. Then, I was in a church at a wedding with the LGTBQ+ community, and most people embraced the ways that would seem to reject God. All of a sudden a group that appeared to be what most would understand as goth, stood up and grabbed their instruments. Then they appeared on the balcony. They explained before playing that their life wasn't easy. Dealing with the different gifts they had. One gift was something that if not taught, one wouldn't know that it should not be engaged without leading and being led by God. 

They made it known a couple of times that they were believers. That they do believe in Jesus Christ. I turned to my left and my friend was there. She said, "See how they tell us who they are and what they believe before they play. So the people know EXACTLY who it is they serve. Those other bands of that other god just start blaring." 

Then as they started playing their heavy music, Holy Spirit told me to stand up. Even though he knew I wasn't going to understand the music. It was to be UNIFIED as one AS BELIEVERS. It didn't have to be my preference. ⬅ That's what I got from it. 

Also, the lead band member said before he played, that their lives were not easy and referenced scripture John 15:25 

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But [this is so] that the word written in their Law might be fulfilled, They hated Me without a cause. [Ps. 35:19; 69:4.]

John 15:25 AMPC

And all of this has happened to fulfill what is written in their Scriptures: They hated me for no reason.

John 15:25 TPT

“And I will send you the Divine Encourager from the very presence of my Father. He will come to you, the Spirit of Truth, emanating from the Father, and he will speak to you about me.

John 15:26 TPT

Hear My Words and Feel My Heart

While I was sitting outside this morning, I felt led to go back in to get my Bible. When I came back out, I heard, look at my words. I started looking at the red letters of Jesus. 

I got to Matthew chapter 4 verse 17,  the KJV reads, From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. 

I looked up the words preach, repent, and kingdom in the Strong's concordance using the Blue Letter Bible. 

Definition(s) of preach: to be herald, to officiate as a herald. 

- Always with the suggestion of formality, gravity, and an authority which must be listened to and obeyed. 

- To publish, proclaim openly something which has been done. 

Repent: To change one's mind. 

- To change one's mind for better, heartily to amend with abhorrence of one's past sins. 

(An original Latin meaning of abhorrence is: to shrink back from.

A synonym: hate something. 

An antonym: Agreeable. )

Kingdom: Royal power, kingship, dominion, rule 

- Not to be confused with an actual kingdom but rather the right or authority to rule over a kingdom. 

- Of the royal power of Jesus as the triumphant Messiah 

- Of the power and dignity conferred on Christians in the Messiah's Kingdom. 

Conferred defined: Grant or bestow (a title, degree, benefit, or right).

I read the definition given about repenting again and this is what came to me as I wrote...

Repent -

Hey, YOU! Turn around quickly! Come back this way to me. Break up with the lies you thought were true. I'll teach you what divine truth is and who you are, in me. I'll show you the authority in life you have. For the kingdom of heaven is at hand.

Matt. 4:17

It is right there in you. This whole time. Even when life was doing what life does. The times it felt like the cares of life tumbled you around. You didn't understand the cycles of life. What can happen and yet you still have joy and peace within. A hope to rise from the dark places that you felt like sinking in. 

Ecc. 3:1-8 

Even when traumatic events happened abruptly in your life. By mankind's doing or by yours. Times you may have drifted off the divine path. Ignoring the warnings and still going past the red flags. Some things were preventable, yet, all things work together for your good. Traumas tried to steal you from meeting the real you and me. It tried to disconnect you from the life I desired for you. Yet, you lived and you rose. It's never too late to be reintroduced to YOU and ME. 

I know you have been searching. The answers you need are here. In me. I know there are many resources out there but that/they/them can never replace the divine Source. Repent, return to me. 

Romans 8:28 2 Timothy 1:9 

Matthew 4:4 Message Version

...It takes more than bread to stay alive. It takes a steady stream of words from God's mouth. 

Myesha Marie 10/8/23 

I'm Here "The Dimes"

Over 20 years ago, when I worked in retail I started randomly finding dimes. At first, I wasn't aware of how often it was happening. One day, I found one and thought, these dimes end up in the most odd places. Places that I really shouldn't even notice. They'd be highlighted as if a spotlight was shining on it. 

I'd see them under the shelving units at work. In the parking lot. In odd places in my car. At another job, I would see them under the vending machine. While out and about through town, in the most random places. It was to the point that after sharing with someone about my dimes story if they were with me when I saw one and picked it up, they'd ask, "Is that a dime? How did you see that?"

It had been happening on and off for years. Eventually, I'd ask God why would I find them for months and then months I wouldn't. What does it mean? 

It was maybe 5 years after that question that I got my answer. I was restocking the shelves at the store I worked at and a sudden wave of God's presence swept over me. God impressed upon my heart the poem, "Footprints in the Sand".

For those that may not know, "Footprints in the Sand" was a poem about someone who while walking on the beach, was questioning God's presence in their life. God replied and let them know that when they saw 2 sets of footprints, he was walking with them. They challenged God and asked where was he when there were challenging times. Side note: I say, moments to grow through. Anyway, God replied and said the times you only saw one set of footprints that's when I was carrying you. 

Y'all, remembering the poem and visualizing the imagery washed over me and I started weeping. Right there in the store. I finally got myself together and thought about what was taking place in my life at that time. I was enduring through a rough marriage. (Now I am happily remarried). I wasn't finding dimes at this time, but this was the perfect time I  receive the answer as to why dimes. He was carrying me through it. 

The times I would find them, he was/is walking beside me and I am where I should be. For either occasion, it signifies God never leaves nor forsakes. For me, these are God winks. God cares about us and I believe if he does not send the messages through human vessels he will find other ways to communicate with us. 

That was around 2008. It is now Oct. 2023. 

I was vacuuming this evening and I saw this (pictured below) and thought, at first, something got in the house (we live in Florida LOL). From where I was standing it was kind of tucked into the carpet. I walked up to it carefully because who doesn't like critters and creepy crawlies? Me. 

I see a dime. I just smiled and decided to grab my phone to take a picture. I've only documented by camera 2 or 3 times over the years. I may have written about it once before. This time I wanted to document it here on the blog. Yes, I have faith, but who doesn't need reassurance from God sometimes? 

However he sends it. 

Foundation Strong. Good Roots Deep.

In the beginning stages. The difficulty. The aches and pains. Feel like they'll never go away. Until over time, as you develop, the pain subsides. Than you feel your strength. Our foundation can't be cracked and weak. Our systems must strong. Our roots must be deep.

Written Sept. 7 2023

You Have It All

Many words God has spoken to help better life. Many blame God for the troubles and ask God why.

Many times the instructions were given and not followed. Many times they were. The outcome tells it. 

Need a strategy? 

A plan? An answer? A solution? 

Look back through your previous words given. It is likely there. YOU have had and been the solution all along. 

I have many words. Many words of encouragement. Some warnings. Written. 

Here is one from 2016. Could have been given, written, and implemented any year since. 

When God speaks

Write what you hear

Implement the instructions, immediately.

Don't hesitate. Don't procrastinate. 

Look at the available tools you have within you and around you. Use them to educate yourself on what you don't know. Use them to increase skills to increase your value in the marketplaces. 

Sustain and maintain. 

12/16/2021 4:30 a.m.

You Didn't Obey the First Time

You didn't obey God the first time. 😕 Time goes by and then you see what he told you to do everywhere you look, still do it! Your fingerprint is unique to you and so is your stamp on the assignment he gave you.

Don't have enough money? There's too many resources out here for that to be the excuse.

There's plenty of help in your network. No excuses.

You were supposed to be the forerunner. The first in this era, but you allowed your insecurities to get in the way. That's no longer you. What now? #Godseesahead

You know your identity from God. Stand up and be who he called you to be.

You know what to do. You got the goods.

Make the connections. Collaborate.

You know your identity from God. Stand up and be who he called you to be. You are the solution. It's in your mind and in your hands. #blueprints

Written 8/2/23